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EloiseSometimes its all you can do to keep it together. Its like, everything one day just falls apart, and suddenly your left with nothing. No friends, no family, no future. It’s something you can never really reconcile with yourself. You ask yourself, ‘was this all my fault? Am I the one to blame?’ State sponsored therapists will tell you otherwise, but you know, deep in your heart, that somehow, all of it, everything, is your fault. That you were to blame, that were you never born, things may never have turned out the way they had. And you fall inside yourself, too deep for anyone to help. And when you’re there, its just you, and your cold, lonelEloise


DreamsI used to live a dream. Every day, I would flit about on the afternoon breeze, soaring and dancing with my sisters. We raced between buildings; we danced upon the winds, and laughed at the gulls as they were buffeted about by our whims. When I dreamt, I had no worries, no conscience, no problems. Everything that happened was pre-determined, and nothing could change that. I, I was content, but looking back, I do not think I was happy. I do not think I was aware enough to be happy. At that point I did not have the ability to be aware, I simply existed. But that, that has changed. I am aware now, where before I never was. I am aware that what myDreams
...An old man who never visits.
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Breaking Laces: rocking apples since the beginning of time! The new album, Lemonade, is out now!
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Breaking Laces: rocking apples since the beginning of time! The new album, Lemonade, is out now!
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Breaking Laces: rocking apples since the beginning of time! The new album, Lemonade, is out now!
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